I said I didn’t know and
it was the truth. I said I couldn’t go but I would follow you. I said I couldn’t
hear a thing you said. I said I couldn’t see and I turned my head. I said I
didn’t know and it was the truth.
I said I’d break apart
and it’s how I felt. I said I think my heart has forgot itself. I said I’m not
alone but I’m lonely. I said I’m not alone. I said I don’t know and it’s true.
In the heart of fear. The
tip of the spear. Sometimes life is too severe.
Don’t cry no tears. I
wish I was here. Sometimes the sky is too clear.
In the heart of fear.
Sometimes life is too severe.
Track 7 from the Yev Kassem album We Swam Out to Sea.
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WE SWAM OUT TO SEA (D A D F# A D, capo 2)
All night you lied there, pretended to be sleeping. Closed tight your
eyes when I reached out in the morning. Angels of light on our pillows
like a trampoline. Jumping up and down but you didn’t see anything.
You didn’t see anything.
Wind shook the house and I thought we might fall down. Threw the doona
on the bed and said Are you ready to go now? Hair in your face but I
thought I caught a brief smile. You opened your eyes and the sun shone
for a little while.
The sun shone for a little while.
We swam out to sea on a beautiful day. The water was warm and the fish
led the way. Our friends on the shore just stood there and waved. They
just stood there and waved.
White, blue and green in the sky like a billboard. Tall as a tree, it
was closer than we thought. Smoke in the air but it smelt like spring
had come. It caught me unaware but I wasn’t the only one.
I wasn’t the only one.
We swam out to sea as the sun went down. Where rivers and streams run
into the clouds. We were holding our breath as the shadows called out.
The shadows called out.
Boiling tea will burn your tongue and you’ll spit it out but left to
sit, for just a moment, is all it needs. It’s all it needs. It’s all I
need.
Don’t pull the curtains I want to see the moon tonight. And let my
dreams soak in the heavenly glow of light. I was always certain that
fullness was everything. But that sliver in the sky makes me reconsider
everything. I have to reconsider everything.
We swam out to sea on a wide open night. The stars led the way as they
sung in the sky. The currents were strong, we hardly had to try. We
hardly have to try.
When the rain came down
on us I almost cried. I looked you in the eye and you just laughed. Before the
world caught up to us I was sure as the ocean deep. Before the dark clouds
opened and let us go.
I was sure as the colour
green when we ran. I felt the world fading away behind our backs. And then the
sun caught up to us because everything has to end a. She said:
I’ve kept you warm enough
and that heavy lifting is bad for your back.
That heavy lifting won’t
get you far.
That heavy lifting is no substitute
for lack of understanding.
So we closed our eyes and
turned our chins towards the sky.
THE SUN WAS UP AND I WALKED
TOWARDS IT (E A D G B E)
So, I pressed on. Clapping
my hands together to remove the wet blades of grass stuck to my palms. The sun
was up and I walked towards it.
And once I started moving
I didn’t feel so bad. Heaviness falling off me and sinking into the earth. The first
few steps like walking in sand but soon I had my own momentum. It felt like
being pulled gently by the hand. The sun was up again and I walked towards it.